John 3:16 | Thanks Be to God.

  • Back in December…

    Back in December…

    …when you still felt comfortable enough to send me sexy death threats, your tone shifted to an appeal for friendship. My insistence on following God apparently scared you off. I will not apologize for my faith, as it is the only way we can be happy together for eternity. Anyway, in that textual exchange, you read more

  • My Baby Takes the Morning Train

    My Baby Takes the Morning Train

    I was hearing your voice all night long/couldn’t sleep. I’m usually such a night owl, delivering Todaisy in the afternoon, or at sunset. Thought I’d try dispatching it in the predawn twilight today; see if that does anything. Did you know, when I left my mother’s house to be with you, back in March 2004, read more

  • One Flower In the Chamber

    One Flower In the Chamber

    I was thinking – we could reconcile at any. moment. ❤️ You could teleport into my midst, or teleport me into your midst. Or maybe not you by yourself, but God. He could do that. Gotta be prepared, so I’m gonna try to start keeping that thang on me: read more

  • A Tale of Two Merricks

    A Tale of Two Merricks

    First, peep this sunset. Thanks Be to God. Now, step back to Friday, February 17, 2023. The first night I rode my scooter East out on the Island, hoping I’d casually see you or vice versa. I went out Merrick from South Jamaica and got switched up & turned around, consuming way over 50% battery read more

  • Remember When…

    Remember When…

    …your voice used to ask me why I love you so much? And then I’d start at your feet, work my way up past your ankles to your calves, your knees, your smooth, creamy thighs and hips, your heavenly posterior, your waist and midriff, your gentle curves, your abrazos, your strong shoulders, the nape of read more

  • Our Lady of Hope, 8:30AM Tomorrow

    Our Lady of Hope, 8:30AM Tomorrow

    I had trouble getting up this morning. Maybe God wanted me to rest for Shabbos. I briefly toyed with the idea of skipping Todaisy, as I’ve done 3 times so far this year: the day after my circumcision, when I got food poisoning from a questionable fried chicken joint, and the day I was feeling read more

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This is how it all started…

Twenty years ago, in 2002, I fell in love and never fell out. We reconciled in 2004. I broke off contact in 2005, because I was too selfish, afraid, and stupid to maintain a long-distance relationship. We ping’ed in 2019, with a full-blown reconnect in 2023. I was in the midst of a psychiatric/spiritual/existential crisis. She helped me. Seemingly scorned and misreading my mind over the astral plane, she then tried to hurt me for my follies & transgressions in the past, but God intervened. I love you, My Darling Eternal.

Grant Faber

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