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Cherry Blossoms
This past Spring, as I navigated the thoroughfares of New York City and Nassau County, I was astounded by the beauty of G-d’s Creation. I want to re-dedicate this website to the lighter side of my cosmic relationships with my master, Adonai, and with the woman I love, whose name I’m not supposed to disclose.(It’s read more
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Summertime
The 7 train I’m on board just ran express from Queensboro Plaza to Junction Boulevard. This is the fastest I have ever made it to Flushing. ThE VoIcEs have been super spicy these last 24 hours. Again with the sinful temptations, shame & fear. In my head, I chant the creatures’ words from Revelation 4:8. read more
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Lost & Found
I have an Intelius subscription, because it’s a valuable OSINT tool for us truthseekers. Last fall, one of the earliest clues that my ex-lover/tormentor is Deep State came when I ran a reverse-search on the very same 210-area code # that person has had for over 20 years, since we were in high school. Intelius read more
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Nassau County PD is Corrupt
Around 9:30 P.M. tonight, on Sunday, April 27, 2025, I received a phone call from Detective Hausmann, the same bully who snatched my phone out of my hands while I was eating pizza. I am a tormented, paranoid-schizophrenic with a deep state ex-love (Katie Batilla) who is out for revenge, and a mother who may read more
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Transitioning
I used to think “Hopeless Romantic” was an admirable distinction. Now, I realize that I’d much rather be filled with hope, vicariously through my relationship with G-d. The below essay was shared on Feisbuq a few days ago, but I’ve oft suspected audience manipulation by Meta. The tragic failure of our “Second Act,” twenty years read more
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Shopping Cart Shepherd
On Easter Sunday, I stumbled across a trove of abandoned shopping carts next to DSWHH. (So espooky!) I decided to get them as close to their homes as possible. read more
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This is how it all started…
Twenty years ago, in 2002, I fell in love and never fell out. We reconciled in 2004. I broke off contact in 2005, because I was too selfish, afraid, and stupid to maintain a long-distance relationship. We ping’ed in 2019, with a full-blown reconnect in 2023. I was in the midst of a psychiatric/spiritual/existential crisis. She helped me. Seemingly scorned and misreading my mind over the astral plane, she then tried to hurt me for my follies & transgressions in the past, but God intervened. I love you, My Darling Eternal.
Grant Faber
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