After I wrote, “Transitioning,” I considered following up with a Certificate of Divorce. I guess I wasn’t fully sold that [redacted] and I could never be together, even as G-d has steered me clear of her evil ways. I decided to wait until the next court date drew nearer before drafting a proper Certificate of Dismissal to eliminate any vestiges of a Biblical union and remove all possibility of reconciliation.
Her father did not accept my money, as outlined in “Irrevocable Vows,” although he did (accidentally?) like 👍 my Facebook video where I discussed the text messages telling me I was raped as a child. So I suppose that theological stunt – leading to my arrest, later that day – has no foundation in reality.
Yesterday, I caved and started texting “Eli” (the owner of 909-818-4164, who was sending me death/incarceration threats all last fall/winter) again. She responded with the usual lines previously outlined here, and the next day, decided to sic her lap dogs over at Nassau PD on me for something that allegedly took place a week ago. I cannot stress enough: I have never threatened this person(alities) with anything besides exposure.
Last night, I prayed that G-d would send me somebody. I’m done suffering. I’ll keep praying for those I’ve hurt, but I won’t be tolerating this abuse any longer. This isn’t love. In Matthew 18:22, Jesus says we are to forgive one another, either 490 times (KJV) or 77x (NIV.) 567 days have passed since October 9, 2023, when [redacted] picked me up from the train station, as I was being summoned by ThE VoIcEs. I was hearing them for ~8 months prior, but hers’ only since that August.
I reckon I’ve been a forgiving fool/a happy idiot long enough. Now, I have to defend myself from demonic, deep state fascism, which I’ll be simultaneously exposing, at least until I’m made whole. You and your ilk have literally tortured me. Your paychecks come from the U.S. government, which is simultaneously eating the cost of my ~17 ambulance rides and roughly as many psychiatric hospitalizations over 2 years. Because astral projection/remote viewing are real, and you prey on those who are weak in spirit. Repent.
Now, I can’t use her name in this forum, under penalty of lawr, but she knows. Eli/Alanis – it’s over. You don’t love G-d, and I can’t force you. Time for me to love someone who will rejoice in the Lord together.